Quiver

The word 'quiver' actually just popped into my ear, since one of the 'DOTA heroes' said this word. Trigger to know the meaning, so I wrote that as this post's title. 

Finally, finished my gynaecology cycle. Certainly, I kinda wanna give up on being a gynaecologist. 

Finally too, the centralized heating system finally is working on. No more shivering in this mid autumn month. 

Finally, i dont what else i can say.

Giving up on being an O&G specialist is pretty much easy. Now I dont know what i wanna be. Ask me why? Because surviving as gynaecologist especially in Malaysia, is really really one thing that I should really reconsider. The culture, the awareness of the people on this 'practical-based' profession is still not at the apparent concious level as they are in politics. If they are in politics. Secondly, I still think that, I need to get through all the posting first, then I should decide which one do really suits me. 

Im more to engineering. Hurm. Medical engineering seems too isolated for a medical based person without any perfect understanding on the machine. The last time he understands about the machine was, in his form 5 Physics classes, which absurdly ended after his SPM exams. 

Life is so unpredictable. At first, you might be thinking that you are this tiny tiny bit close to something, but that 1 nanometer difference, really changes you a whole lot, totally.

Now I am lost again. Work.