Random thoughts

What would I be if I didn't take medicine in the first place? (Its not a fate-regretting question, just a random thought).

And.

What will I be, if I will not be employed as a doctor in the future? (Due to restricted and employment overflow crisis in Malaysia).

2 questions.

Since I justtttt finished my first phase of reading, before I jump to the next, lets relax my mind a bit because after this, Im gonna torture myself more. Just the thing that I do. So yeah, now, lets play the answer-the-random-thoughts game.

1. If I didn't choose medicine, I would probably end up being an nautical engineer. Because of my counsellor in school told that there was no currently no sponsorhip offers for the oversea course in that field, thats when I decided that I need to make a change. And I did. It was not a wrong decision. But, yeah, my life would be totally different by then. And, what a shock, when I arrived here, I just knew that MARA is sponsoring for that marine engineering course in St. PETERSBURG. Seriously? -.-"

And also probably, I might be taking the architecture cpurse somewhere. Because I like geometry, and art in it. Im a no brainer in abstract art, but, I kinda really into this geometrical art. To define it, its actually an art for those who are losers that cant draw something other than straight lines. Like me. Exactly. Ever seen me drawing anything? Hehh. And btw, I actually used the software to build a 3D house plan ever since I was 10 years old. And I used to draw my own 'dream house'. And how embarassing when I actually wrote about my dream house in my firat ever blog years ago, and even mentioned with whom I wanna live in there (of course my wife). And now, I kinda not sure about that 'wife' part. Its kinda fading away lol. Anyway, I do hope my future house will be as weird as I am. I just don't like to be looked the same.

Btw, weird doesn't necessarily has to be big, or, fancy expensive house.

2. What would I be if I didn't become a doctor? Im taking teaching lesson. Or, the 1 I most enthusiasistically like, the gastronomy and culinary field. Not necessarily I wanna open up a restaurant, but, doing what you are happy to do, sometimes, worth doing for your own sake, even if you are not great in it, or, has to be better than others in it. You just be who you are, and in your own world. Because most people actually work their life for a living, not to live. If you live your life, you surely be happy. If you make everything for a living, then, you're just no difference than, a slave.

I might be a big talker right now, but, lets admit, we all do wanna be happy. Its just, its just the best thing that you need to end your life with is the happiness. And to define 'happiness', its totally up to you, your ever dreams.

Good luck pondering while good luck to me on focusing to revise the notes.

#happysadrelationshipwithnotes

question to ponder: until what limitation or what is the borderline that should be drawn in peoples life to know the extent of limitation between doing something that you are happy, but, at the same doing it will make you sad too?

No one will answer this. Because no one would understand of how much I think on everything.