Assalamualaykum,
Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me a great chance that I never realized it before, which is Ramadan. For 21 years, I think, there is no reason for me to push it aside. I'm getting older, days by days, minutes by minutes and seconds by seconds. It means I am closer to death. I just don't know when, but seriously if the time comes, I am not ready yet. Oh Allah, grant me chances to change. I pulling everything to change. And it will not be on the '12th hour'.
Anyway, after 2 days of practical in Hospital Seberang Jaya, I went to Kuala Lumpur and today I will be going back to Penang. Btw, my practical so far was great. It was just really great. But I have other 3 weeks to go. But last 2 days I went to Kuantan, somehow Allah has shown me something. Really my holidays were blessed by great 'hidaya' from Allah. They were like clues or hints. I don't know what really Allah intended to show me, but in my point of view, so far my questions were almost completely being answered by Allah, which are great! I might be so lonely right now, and I myself told my bestfriend that I don't really believe in fate when it comes to finding 'the right one'. Indeed it was really hard to believe in.
I chose something that beyond my standard, I chose something perfect whilst I'm not, I chose to be ignorant and being too good to others who wanted. Perhaps those were the choices that I think were so immature. Plus, the thing that I don't believe in 'that' fate (I prefer to use 'that' than using the exact word, because personally I would feel awkward). Somehow, the first thing that I really learnt was how important and how powerful the du'a is. Never underestimate a du'a! Secondly, finding the one isn't something about the 'face', the 'work', and even the 'true love sweet aww aww kind of love'. Its religion.
Well I might can share something on how I leartn the second value. I had a visit to Kuantan like I mentioned earlier. We went there on purpose, not for the sake of the epic meal time that I posted on Instagram, but to visit my father's sick friend. He got stroke and as a result of that, he is partially paralyzed with rigor on the right side of his body, and he was terminated from Celcom. Worse, he didn't get any post-service payment because he didn't filled somekind of forms when he was on service with Celcom, which resulted him can't attained any allowances for each coming months. Trouble.
But I respect his wife. His wife was someone who 'free-hair' kind of person. Was. Now I don't know what happened, but she is still besides him till todays, through high and low. She is way beyond incompatible with him (she is so cun really), someone might think that she is beside him for money. Alhamdulillah it turned out NOT. She is willing to help him in anything till he is okay and back into healthy state again (normally it will took him around 3-4 years). Hard enough right?
But I just can't assure how many of the girls out there are willing to do like her? The cun cun girls? The hot hot girls? Pretty hard really.
Susah senang bersama, ketara di dunia sementara. :)
wassalam.
Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me a great chance that I never realized it before, which is Ramadan. For 21 years, I think, there is no reason for me to push it aside. I'm getting older, days by days, minutes by minutes and seconds by seconds. It means I am closer to death. I just don't know when, but seriously if the time comes, I am not ready yet. Oh Allah, grant me chances to change. I pulling everything to change. And it will not be on the '12th hour'.
Anyway, after 2 days of practical in Hospital Seberang Jaya, I went to Kuala Lumpur and today I will be going back to Penang. Btw, my practical so far was great. It was just really great. But I have other 3 weeks to go. But last 2 days I went to Kuantan, somehow Allah has shown me something. Really my holidays were blessed by great 'hidaya' from Allah. They were like clues or hints. I don't know what really Allah intended to show me, but in my point of view, so far my questions were almost completely being answered by Allah, which are great! I might be so lonely right now, and I myself told my bestfriend that I don't really believe in fate when it comes to finding 'the right one'. Indeed it was really hard to believe in.
I chose something that beyond my standard, I chose something perfect whilst I'm not, I chose to be ignorant and being too good to others who wanted. Perhaps those were the choices that I think were so immature. Plus, the thing that I don't believe in 'that' fate (I prefer to use 'that' than using the exact word, because personally I would feel awkward). Somehow, the first thing that I really learnt was how important and how powerful the du'a is. Never underestimate a du'a! Secondly, finding the one isn't something about the 'face', the 'work', and even the 'true love sweet aww aww kind of love'. Its religion.
Well I might can share something on how I leartn the second value. I had a visit to Kuantan like I mentioned earlier. We went there on purpose, not for the sake of the epic meal time that I posted on Instagram, but to visit my father's sick friend. He got stroke and as a result of that, he is partially paralyzed with rigor on the right side of his body, and he was terminated from Celcom. Worse, he didn't get any post-service payment because he didn't filled somekind of forms when he was on service with Celcom, which resulted him can't attained any allowances for each coming months. Trouble.
But I respect his wife. His wife was someone who 'free-hair' kind of person. Was. Now I don't know what happened, but she is still besides him till todays, through high and low. She is way beyond incompatible with him (she is so cun really), someone might think that she is beside him for money. Alhamdulillah it turned out NOT. She is willing to help him in anything till he is okay and back into healthy state again (normally it will took him around 3-4 years). Hard enough right?
But I just can't assure how many of the girls out there are willing to do like her? The cun cun girls? The hot hot girls? Pretty hard really.
Susah senang bersama, ketara di dunia sementara. :)
wassalam.
Allah~~bagusnya wife dia. tu contoh cinta yang sebenar :)
ReplyDelete`Kiranya tiada cinta insan untukmu, cukuplah cinta ALLAH s.w.t penyuluh hidupmu.
ReplyDeleteKelak, akan ada cinta untukmu dari insan yang menyintai ALLAH s.w.t sebagaimana cintamu terhadapNYA.’
"Lupakan soal jodoh kalu saya sendiri tidak pernah mencari Dia, inikan pula nak cari dia kan. :)"july, 21
bila tiba masa dan ketikanya, dia akn datang pada awak. semuanya telah tertulis.
siapa kita nak persoal takdir Allah
semoga yang terbaik untuk awak
all the best for your practical too..
assalamualaikum..