Struggle. Lama betul rasa diri dalam comfort zone. Macam lama sangat tak struggle. Tak pernah rasa sakit pun. The 'urge' is not coming, by any means.
Macam nak ke schizo dah.
Anyway, esok dah nak exam. Study? Takkan pernah sempat habis.
Yang penting, aku nak survive. Target sangat nak buat apa pun. Biar je lah. Yang penting, aku bagi yang terbaik esok. Sebab kalau tak bagi yang terbaik, itu yang paling worst. Paaaaaliing worst. Its like, even if you lost, what defines your lost is how you lost. So, good luck to me tomorrow *yeay*
Currently in Kulinaria, waiting for my zachut book to be signed by Dmitrii, well, after some small problem (but pain in the ass) to get signed by Traumatology lecturer (due to his mistake which he forgot to sign my zachut book T.T). And few hours more to exam. Sigh.
The good part is, Im going to London. Soon. I have always wanted to go there (actually studying there), but yeah, its my fate that Allah sent me to this 'gym of life'. Life means so much more when you are in the toughest time. You just wont learn anything from being in easy peasy comforting life.
All the best to all my batchmates! Za london, ya budu!
part study memang tak pernah habis, hatta dah habis jawab paper exam sekalipun, btw good luck, semoga dipermudahkan segalanya
ReplyDeleteiA...terima kasihh cik biologist (?) =)
Deletepesan seorang guru...
ReplyDeletekejayaan bukan selalu dimiliki dan bukan juga atas usaha kita semata-mata.
soal utama adalah keberkatan Nya...
bukan hendak menafikan titik peluh kita, tapi kita harus sedar adanya Allah pengatur segalanya.. biarpun sejuta ilmu kita dalami, ia tidak berharga andai tiada keberkatan darinya..
kerana Dia pemilik segala ilmu yang ada, yang tersebar di bumi mahupun yang terahsia di bumi mahupun yang terahsia di alam maya..
hadirkan dalam hati keinsafan, hanya ilmu menjadi wadah mendekati Allah swt..
sometimes, we don't get what we want but Allah knows best.