Fashion

Assalamualaikum,

Fashion. Satu bidang yang agak dipandang enteng bagi seluruh pelusuk masyarakat dunia. Abstrak. Fashion juga boleh dikenali dalam satu 'line' dengan 'art'. Terlalu abstrak untuk masing-masing interpretasikan apa yang sesuai apa yang tidak.

"Macam mak cik siot dia pakai..menggelebeh!"
"Gila pakai macam 'paria'. Warna tak boleh nak striking lagi? Mata aku sikit lagi je nak kena conjunctivitis. Lol"
"Mencapab gila pakai baju macam tu..."
"Gila badan gemok tapi nak jugak pakai skinny jeans bagai. Gi depan cermin la woi! Peha macam gajah!"

Komen biasa. Komen dari aku. Komen dari kita semua. Persepsi diri kita terhadap orang lain tidak pernah akan sama. Sentiasa ada aje yang tidak kena.

Lately, aku terpikir, yang aku ni dress nak please orang ke nak please diri aku? Sebab lets admit it, aku memang shopaholics, aku shop benda-benda out of 'typical' people interests.

Typical men, they dont really like colors. They like something like black, dark blue, dark green, grey. For me its lame.
Typical men, they like something that is 'manly' not that 'gurly'. They place border in 'expression of inner self'. Yes there us boundaries, but as long 'men' are not 'women' by look, why do you condemn? For me, its lame.
Typical men, they like simplicity. A shirt and a jeans are enough for the day. I do, sometimes. But not everyday.
Typical men likes functionality. They dont really look at the aesthetic value. I look at it.

Because, this year, I am changing my looks for good. Yes I know I am fat and all, but whats the differences if I am not fat and still wears this sort of clothing lines? Like, do I please someone or I get any discount for to buy shawarma for wearing what typical society wants, and in parallel, I object my freedom of expressions via clothing?

I wear what I want to wear because:
This is what I want to wear.
This cheers me up as I am as lonely as stone, who wouldnt want me anyway if wear in such 'typical' society way, right?
This expresses whatever inside me. Be it, green, blue, yellow, black, white? Its like painting.
This is not something that I will lose.

Don't put yourself under society. Stereotypism. Put yourself beyond the society.

As long as I don't wear any skirt on me, any bras on me, any high heels, then it is not wrong. Remember Islam is the first thing first. Society not.

Btw, I would like to say happy birthday to my father. I suppose that I want to write an entry for you, but you know, some appreciation isnt meant to be in social networking or internet, but in heart where I will always remember you. Have a nice trip in Guangzhou! :)